Monday, July 29, 2013

BAHAGIA DALAM DERITA

Assalamualaikum , 
Hari nie aku rasa sedihh sangat sebab aku relakan diri aku terus dimarahi n terus kena maki..
aku harap hari ini hari terakhir untuk aku terus menangis n terus menangis...
aku cuba kuattt , aku cuba lawan perasaan nie , tapi aku gagal .
aku lemah .
Aku tahu nie adalah takdir hidup aku , aku terima .
tapi aku cuba katakan nie adalah kekuatan hidup aku...

Mungkin dia dah pergi dekat org lainn .
Aku akur dgn keputusan , dengan keadaan aku sekarang .
aku cuba bangkit , aku cuba senyum . Tapi aku tak bolehh....
aku tetap lemah...
kenapa kebahagiaan aku org rampas ? 
kenapa org tak boleh tengok aku bahagia ?
Kenapa dia pergi dekat org lain ?
Kenapa semua nie jadi ?

Aku cuba cari jawapan tu . Tapi bila aku cari jawapan sebenar...
aku sakit...
mungkin takdir allah , ada yang bolehh mengubat hati yg sakit nie...
Aku tahu keputusan yang aku buat nie adalah yg terbaik untuk diri aku...
Harap allah restu dengan keputusan aku..
Insyaallah....

YAALLAH , KAU TABAHKAN LAH HATI AKU SEPERTI MANA KAU TABAHKAN HATI SAIDATINA FATIMAH . KAU BERIKAN LAH KEBAHAGIAAN SEPERTI KAU BERI KEBAHAGIAAN KEPADA SITI KHADIJAH . AKU LETAK KN SEGALA GALANYA KEPADAMU YAALLAH..AKU BERSERAH SEGALANYA...
KERANA HIDUP MATIKU HANYA PADAMU...................

Wednesday, May 1, 2013

MID-TERM EXAM --'

Heyy reader's !
Today i want makes an annouce to all of you about my mid-term exam .
Okeyy , exam akan bermula 7 MEI nie . YAALLAH !
Kenapa awal sangat , im not ready yet lahhh --'
Exam akan berlangsung selama sebulan , until the school holiday .
Okeyy , aku memang sukaaaa :'D

So , untuk membuat persediaan . Aku kena study hard .
#SebulanKenaMenghadapBuku -.-'
Aku taknak title aku di rampas mcm tu je .........
Aku kena steady , Smile if had any problem :) , Solat jangan tinggal , Berdoa selagi boleh .
Aku yakin , aku boleh buat untuk exam mid-term nnti .
Guys , please pray for me . Im so scared .

Forget everything and focus on study !
Yaaaa , aku mengaku aku ada masalah sekarang .
But , i'll try my best to forget my problem . Hmmmmmmmm . :'(
Sayangg , walau apa pun keadaan kita sekarang , please doakan yang terbaik untuk bby kay .
i need you biyyy :/

ME FOREVER LOVE YOU SAYANGGG :')
LOVE ZULHAFIZ <3


SINCERELY ,
YOUR BBY

Saturday, April 27, 2013

Tuesday, March 26, 2013

Holiday Like BoredDay

School holidays had begin.
 But I feel like not school holidays. Too tired to I undergo my days as a school student who was on vacation and too stressful for me to do their homework is too much for me to finish. Add to the problem that I face. Honest I said, it felt like to die. :'(

Mungkin tiada dia di sisi aku unutuk menjaga aku macam dulu .
 Tapi dia ada juga text aku walaupun aku not in mood layan dia . Aku cuba untuk happykan diri aku untuk layan dia . Tapi aku gagal . Aku menjadi marah bila aku fikirkan balik tentang kesalahan dia .
Kerja aku sekarang sedang terbengkalai . Rasa malas nak buat anything .

Yang aku nak sekarang ,
TAKE TIME TO RELAX , TAKE TIME TO BREATH ,  MOTIVATE MYSELF , AND THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS THAT I MUST DO IS EATING , EATING , EATING AND SLEEPING , SLEEPING , SLEEPING !!!!!
Hahahahahahaha :D

Guys , wish me to do my homework kay ;)
Thank you :3
Bye !

Monday, March 25, 2013

Nothing to say :|

Assalammualaikum and hai everyone !
Hari nie aku nak cerita and nak share to all of you about yesterday's story .
Semalam , aku jumpa dengan MR.SINGA . Hajat nak settlekan masalah kami . But end up , masalah kami tak selesai-selesai lagi . OhhhMannn :(
Bilaa nak selesai ni . Firstly aku datang , dah kena marah . Rase macam nak nangis pun ada . OkeyOkey , aku cuba sabar and tahan airmata aku . Then bila dah lama-lama , cerita lagi tak best . Kami berperang mulut . But , aku cuba stay cool . Hmmmmmm :( . Actually penat lah nak gaduh-gaduh ni .  Tapi di sebabkan ego and marah aku , aku nak jugak gaduh .

Seriously , aku memang tak puas hati lagi dengan dia .
 Aku tak tahu lah macam mana nak settle kan masalah kami nie . Rasa bosan pun ada , rasa best pun ada , rasa sedih pun ada , kira nya MacamMacam ada lah !! 
Aku cuba bangkit , aku taknak jadi Hanim yang dulu . Hanim yang orang selalu tipu , orang selalu permainkan .
Now , i have a lot of strategy guys ! korang tipu aku macam mana pun .
Aku akan tahu permainan korang !

To Mr.SINGA : Saya mungkin lagi tak puas hati dengan awak .  Saya Harap kita dapat settle kan masalah kita nie secepat mungkin kayy . Thanks for everything :')

Friday, March 22, 2013

SPM RESULTS :)

SALAM to all my blog readers. Today I want to share my happiness with my beloved sister of NUR FAZIRAH. On the 21st March 2013, the SPM results were announced. To be the story today, my sister has been getting all A + (10A +) in SPM. Woaahhhhh! Alhamdulillah, I am very proud of her. She can prove that she can achieve great results. Overall her school got nearly 80% of all A's in SPM. Amazing indeed her school. So for conclusion, Insyaallah , I will follow my sister's footsteps to get all A + for SPM to come. To all my blog readers, is praying for my success. I hope that Allah blessed our success and wish you all success later.

Kepada zulhafiz , berapa pun keputusan yang awak dapat . Saya di sini sentiasa mendoakan kejayaan awak . Kalau boleh saya nak tengok awak berjaya hingga ke menara gading . Walaupun saya tiada di sisi awak , Saya yakin bahawa awak boleh berjaya suatu hari nanti . Kalau awak sayangkan saya , tolong berjanji dengan saya bahawa awak akan sambung belajar nanti k . Saya nak sangat tengok orang yang saya sayang berjaya depan mata saya walaupun bukan dengan saya . Jadi tolong lah janji dengan saya yang awak akan sambung belajar k . SayaSayangAwak :')

BYE and ASSALAMMUALAIKUM !

Saturday, March 16, 2013

Forever Friends :')

Friendship is a starting point for me to know one's heart. I have many female friends. I love them. Those who become companions is my life now when in school. Behavior are many ways that I knew, that I see, that I understand, the physical form of sorts already mature, but the fact they childish girl. They always make me smile (sometimes was a little disappointed). Make me laugh and they always go mad when to do a thing.


( Yarlian Netball Team )
( MeForeverLoveYouGuys ! )
But now, everything changes. We separated because in different grades. They got all sorts of arrogant. YAALLAH. Why is everything so fast happen to me? Where the best friend that I had never known before? Why would they be like this? Hmmm. I felt sad when they curse my classroom. Yes, it's a class I'm not popular variety in their classrooms. But I did not need friends want to curse their own class. As long as we all managed to SPM later. I was very sad when they are willing to talk about myself back with my good friend NADIA NATASHA. Maybe before I rarely speak to her, rarely hang out with her. But when her classmates I'm so, I became close to her. As if she had been my brother despite the fact that I was older than her. I was very happy when she is in my life. wherever I go, should she have with me. She was a lot of encouragement and support to me. I love her like me love my sister. I hope we will not be separated because we had promised to study together and succeed in the SPM later. Insyaallah .....



Sunday, March 10, 2013

ILoveYou IMissYou

Today I feel very sad. I missed him. I do not want him to go to someone else. I really care and love him. I hope he is willing to come back to me and start a new life and leave behind memories of the past. I will try to get him sober though my heart still hurt. I hope he is able to cure wounds me. Honey, I want you to promise that you will never leave me again and please return back my trust to you. I hope you can love and take care of you my heartfelt. Maybe I never said that we would not be together again. But I want to be with you forever. I promise I'll take care of you. love you and miss you until the end of my life ........
I love you MOHD ZULHAFIZ 


Sedihh

Assalammualaikum to all readers .
Hari ini aku nak cerita tentang seorang perempuan yang menanti cinta nya semenjak 3tahun dulu . Whatttt ? 3 tahun ? . Hmmmm , but tu lah hakikatnya . Hari ini aku buka akaun FB aku , and aku stalk lahh sape2 . Then hati aku teringin nak stalk seorang perempuan nie . Memamg dia tak ada dalam friend list aku , but aku saje saje nak tengok status dia . Lepas tu , aku ternampak satu status nie . Status tu membuat airmata aku mengalir dengan sendiri . Yaallah sedihh nya waktu tu .
Hmmm  , aku tak tahu kenapa dia update macam tu . Mungkin dia nak bekas kekasih dia balik ? (Which is kekasih aku jugak) atau dia still berharap yang bekas kekasih dia tu datang semula dalam hidup dia ? Soalan macam nie yang aku tak suka ada dalam hidup aku . Aku tak tahun kenapa aku terlalu fikirkan pasal status tu .

Cuba tengok status yang dia update tu
mgkn tlh ditakdirkn dy tercipta bkn untk ak .... seperit mana pn rasanya , ak cuba tabah n relakn dy dgn org lain , kbhgiaan y tlh dy plh ... ak hnya mampu doakn y terbaik tok kbhgiaan dy ... semoga Tuhan dpt hapuskn rasa cinta ak kt dy , sbb ak dah tak sanggup na tanggung rasa ny ... 3thn ak cuba tahan ... tp ak ta mampu ...
#ohh Tuhan , tolong lah aku ..... :'(
*1st love mmg ssh na lupakn* ♥

About Me

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: Assalamualaikum, and hello peeps :) Me, my name is Nur Farhanim Ali Hasan. You can call me Hanim for short. I don't suffer form insanity, but i enjoy every minute of my life. Age? Probably one. No! 10, wait! it's 12. Nahhh, i'm sweet 15 :) I stayed in Puchong :) Taken by MOHD ZULHAFIZ ♥